One more time, One more chance

Sampai saat ini langkah pikiranku masih terasa berat, dan ini memang sedikit agak menyebalkan. Sementara tugas-tugas laporan kasus masih menumpuk di barisan pada lembar “tugas hari ini” yang harus kuselesaikan. Setidaknya beberapa waktu yang kugunakan untuk istirahat kembali memberikan kesegaran pada tubuhku, sayangnya pikiranku belum sempat beristirahat, entah apa yang dikerjakannya, bahkan pada alam bawah sadarnya.

Segalanya melangkah dengan begitu pelan, namun sang waktu tetap saja seakan berlari, dealing with something that even does not exist … how could I break through the wall that even does not exist, the unrealistic problem. Hah… semuanya hanya membuatku menghela napas panjang sepanjang waktu, sepertinya hidupku sedang mencapai sebuah titik jenuh. Walau demikian, aku masih dapat melirik beberapa hal yang menarik di sepanjang aktivitas harianku. Beberapa kasus yang menggelitik logika untuk diselami, dan beberapa keterampilan yang menantang untuk segera dikuasi. Sayangnya, semua itu sulit dilakukan seorang diri, sementara semua bimbingan yang bisa didapat terhalang oleh kesibukan kerja yang tak pernah dapat dipahami. Dan inilah masalah sebuah pilihan, sebuah waktu, dan sebuah kesempatan.

Aku selalu menggunakan waktu luangku untuk mendengarkan, lirik lagu One more time – One more chance dari serial 5 cm per minute… jika terdiam sejenak, lagu ini terdengar begitu jujur, membuatku bertanya kembali, apakah sesungguhnya yang kuinginkan dan kuharapkan. Mungkin inilah liriknya jika diterjemahkan ke dalam bahasa Inggris…

What must I lose to be forgiven?

How much pain must I endure if I want to meet you?

One more time, season please don’t change.

One more time, to the time when we were having fun.

I’m always the first person to break when we disagree.

Your selfishness makes me love you more.

One more chance, I was stopped by memories.

One more chance, I don’t want to choose another place.

I’m always searching everywhere for your figure.

Our meeting platform, the back alley window.

Even though I know you won’t be there.

If my wish is granted, I will be by your side.

There’s nothing I can’t do.

I will risk everything to embrace you.

If only to divert sadness, anyone will do.

It’s likely a star is falling tonight, I won’t pretend anymore.

One more time, season please don’t change.

One more time, to the time when we were having fun.

I’m always searching everywhere for your figure.

At the intersection, in my dream.

Even though I know you won’t be there.

If there is a miracle, I want to show you it right now.

The new morning, the new me.

Even the word “Love” that I couldn’t say to you.

Summer memories are spinning around me.

Heartbeats those suddenly stopped.

I’m always searching everywhere for your figure.

The city at dawn, in Sakuragi.

Even though I know you won’t come here.

If my wish granted, I will be by your side.

There’s nothing I can’t do.

I will risk everything to embrace you.

I’m always searching everywhere for pieces of you.

In the shop at my destination, in the corner of newspaper.

Even though I know you won’t be there.

If there is a miracle, I want to show you right now.

The new morning, the new me.

Even the word “Love” that I couldn’t say to you.

I always end up searching everywhere for your smile.

At the express train railroad crossing.

Even though I know you won’t be there.

If I could repeat my life, I would be by your side forever.

There is nothing else I want.

Besides you, my important person.

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