It was this year’s Christmas, around a new humble brick house, in the middle of green rice fields, when the sun hidden between the cloudy sky, after the mountain wind gently danced around what we call a family. Yes, it was there I met you again after a while. Baca lebih lanjut
There are many precious things from time to time in our lives, scattered along the path we walk on. Randomly came, and sometimes gone forever. Even when we face it, sometime we just not really look at it.
It is already one and a half-year we separated each other, took our own path and keep away our very own feeling all the way. I was certain that we shall never met again in the way we used to be. But life – always – unpredictable, isn’t it.
They have said that human are social being, they can’t exist without another, from every aspects we see – whether religious, scientific, cultural, economy – we just can’t exist alone, well perhaps we can live in some deserted land – alone for a while – than what after that? In other side of this cruel world, there perhaps some who desire loneliness, perhaps since their hatred toward the society or the feeling of unneeded.
Last morning, I have a chat with someone from my past via twitter – not a long chat at all. She was “a nearly fiancé” to me, we know each other at high school, our families acknowledged our relationship, everything were – if I may say – beyond perfect. Well, that was definitely the story until some couple of years ago. I know nothing will last forever in this world, impermanence, but I never though it would only that long – say about four or five years.
These days rain has poured my small city right after the afternoon starts dazzling lightly. The drops fill the porous land slowly but surely, until rise a level of water which sweeps away its way to the lower grounds. Cold breeze often shivers me by surprise, when I sat on the little veranda just to feel the joy of rain gazing.
The world have been filled with so much words, in poetry, in hymn, in a letter that we received this morning, convey so many feeling from all over the planet. Picturing one’s motives, paths, conviction and heart.