Reconsidering The Happy Death – Euthanasia

There is something in my mind right now, and it's about performing euthanasia, but of course not to a human (or my patient). My little puppy gets seriously sick, he got high fever a few weeks ago and then double time complex seizures in short periods. Well, worst than that, he started to lose limb…

I May Not Lead Nor Might Follow You

Every person born free – at least that we all believe in, even sometime reality showed us a cruel side of being free. Everyone free to stand on their own feet, walk within their own path, believe in their faith. I’ve said to myself, a long time ago, I won’t lead anyone, I won’t follow…

Pouring Wisdom for Nation

A couple of nights ago, I have a discussion about writing a book. Well, I never put any interest before about book writing, since I don’t like the idea about sharing thought just to some buyers. But I think that perhaps I was a complete stubborn (and yet don’t change at all). I do have…

To Stand, Above The Sun

Lately, a lot has been in my mind, but of all that, only a single trace of question remains as its core. A question of, “it is okay to give up?” Yes, it just like entering a haunted house, where you can’t turn back neither close you eyes.Perhaps you wish become a simple leave that…

Colour That I Love

People may find this world so colourful, as colourful as they can pour their limitless feeling into everything around them without any hesitation, without any fear. Since their honest love are the very colour of this world itself. Colourful things around us, what are they exactly? How can they cherish us, or how can they…

Clouds Before The Eyes

Even my head starts to ache since this morning and the morning before, deep inside – somehow – I feel strangely lighter than before. I don’t know, whether this is the feeling we get when we manage – again, somehow – to let go the past; or it just a temporary stillness before the incoming…

The Things We Shared Together

Imagine yourself were sitting on top of high building or hill, and look far to the horizon where there is nothing block your view. What would you see? I don’t say it must be filled with a lot of beautiful things, some may found there were a lot of painful things as well. Those things…

The Path That We Avoided

If we were driving to reach any destination, we shall take many things into consideration. The traffic, the road, the weather, the crowd, the distance, are some of those we merged into a consideration to make us decide which way shall we take. Some road are worthy to be avoided, especially when they prone to…

Mastering Your Path

Everybody take different paths in this life, even it seems similar, but they always has something unique that can’t be compared each other. They can be separated, can be crossed each others. They can lead to harmony, or they can bring about chaos. That is maybe would call a reason why one needs to master…

Insight–Darkness

People – I think – prefer to walk in path that full of light, a charming path if I may say so. People love when everything look so clear, so certain instead – well, I’d love it too obviously. People has an amazing mind function to make a kind of judgment that something is certain,…