Seeing Through Nothing

Perhaps you ever heard someone were asking to meet a professional that can help him for some personal problems, like stress maybe. “I need to find my physiatrist, I can find the way out of my burden right now.” Yes, something like that perhaps a close example, or maybe a simple ask for a friend’s advice.

Well, if I say I need for help, maybe since I can’t not handle the problem myself. Or, I – perhaps – able to handle the problem myself, but I just can’t see the way to make it done nicely. In another words, my mind are cloudy, my judge on the matter would be wavering.

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A Twisting Morning

Yes I know – the sun rises gently, and the birds are chattering as how they used to. This morning environment surely should makes me at ease, but I can’t say so. Something twisting within my bowel.

Last night, I got dinner for about $ 2 which offering me a very spicy menu. My idea that moment was to get some greens vegetable, since it is hard to find any when the night fall in Yogyakarta.

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Gmail Won’t Let Me Pass

One thing that Gmail from Google that gives me pain in my head – it’s never suitable for publication online. Recently, I build my mobile blog using all the services available – like Blogspot, WordPress, and Tumblr (not mention those project that still in halt like Space Live and TypePad). Since I’m using the old Symbian 3.1 OS, it means that the only way to blog from a mobile device is using the mail, whether it push mail or manually synchronized email.

For every publication, there is a secret mail address – where you send the publication/post. For an instant, WordPress has a private address like, and Tumblr would provide it with 3 digits number on the last, like

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Shifted Biological Clock

Recently I think I have my biological clock is shifted. Hard to get sleep earlier in the night, easy to wake up again – which it means hard to maintain a good night sleep. And obviously it would make me having a hard time during daylight.

I think the source of my problems is something that is called insomnia, well its common for the people within the disaster area. Even you speak to yourself do not worry about a think, but I think its a deep psychological of our minds, that unconsciousness alertness has brought trouble to keep itself from deteriorating.

Even I know where is the problems, it still hard to make any resolve without full of awareness that the problems still exist deep within myself. Well, I don’t know what to do, or at least I don’t want to pretend like I know that something can be done.

Accepting the situation right before its deteriorated circumstance makes more issue, is the right act to alert this mind that there is a more critical issue than a mere wariness. From that point, I start to see everything clearer than before.

I Am Crashing My Suse Again

What a pain, I am crashing my OpenSuse again. I was trying to upgrade Gnome 2.30 to 2.32. Everything was running smoothly, until all the upgrade finished. Then after restart the Green Gecko, “Bang!” – Gnome Panel was gone (missing?) from the desktop, avant windows navigator seems crashed. Now I am still trying to look out for some option, but I don’t know…, I just don’t know. =-=-=-=-= Powered by Blogilo

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